I'm looking inside myself
trying to figure out just what I feel.

What I'm looking at
resembles this massive tangled mess
of multicolored yarn

Each color resembles an emotion

Love, adoration, hope, fear, wrath, greed...

Different morals

Each time I'm just pulling at a strand and it's wrapping tighter

I'll see the beginnings but never the ends at this point...

I'm losing it.

Maybe I never had it

Who knows

My head is aching

It's time for sleep